Thursday, February 4, 2010

And there it goes...

Thoughts from June 23, 2006


Current mood: contemplative

Sometimes when I feel that things might be shapeing up something happens and then there it goes... the shit hits the fan. I am so overjoyed by so much these days and so let down by others...

Today the bads out weigh the goods and I am totally at an utter loss for words in describing the terrifying feelings that I have... I wish for one second I could not care or be concerned about what others think. Since when did I become this person that I am today... didn't life used to be simple... did I all of a sudden I go soft?

My strong desire for the non drama life seems to be one of those damn dreams that I have somehow seemingly let slip through my hands... for real, well I never have any peace... PLEASE?!

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