Thursday, February 4, 2010

Cutting the strings...

Thoughts from June 9, 2006

I am so totally over people in my life acting like assholes... I am sooooo sure. While I am all for totally putting my all in relationships with those that I love I am so tired of feeling completely boggled down... first things first... is there a reason someone is 41 years old... almost 20 years older than I and they feel the need to act like a damn teenager?

Number two... must I always have to explain myself to people... when I can't do something, whether it be with them, for them, or with them in mind... then that is just it... I CANT do it. Most of the damn time it's because I really CANT, not because I don't want to or whatever but because I CANT... and yet that simply is never good justification.

Number three... does it really matter if I saw one person this week but didn't see another this week... I mean really? Interestingly enough... when I have the time and others don't then hey... Jen can just wait... but when Jen doesn't have the time.. or has other plans... then awe shit let's get pissed because clearly... (and I asure you of this because I am sossss talented that I can predict the future) she must have made those specific plans just to piss you off... yeah that's it.

You know I have heard of relationships being this difficult but seriously, friends? I am finding it extremely easy these days to just write people off... maybe I am growing cranky in my old age.. but damn I just don't have time for this shit, you know?

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