Current mood:
anxious Category: Blogging
I don't know what happened to me on Monday but it was if someone came along and gave me the shaking I've needed for so long.
Off to the office Monday morning and while I was sitting there… thinking of all the things that I'd rather be doing on a Monday morning… I decided to revisit the crazy idea of going back to school. I've thought about it much over the past year… when I got my Bachelor's I told my self I could have a year to play… but then after that, it was back to the grind.
Well clearly that didn't happen… I found new things in life to make me feel complete, suddenly success wasn't about the job I had or how many degrees I could tackle… it was finding love, being in love. Well anyways, without all that to focus on… I decided that the gig was up and that I was going back to school and getting it taken care of…
In one day, I wrote an essay, got my transcripts, filled out my application, called the necessary teachers for referrals, doctored my resume and sealed it all in envelope and sent it away. A Masters of Science… yeah… can you believe it… ME possibly walking away with a Masters of Science… don't worry it still has everything to do with Marketing and Communications, I wouldn't walk away from either of those… they are my passion. So now I am just waiting, I'm hoping that I get in… I'm not looking forward to the work of course… who does; but if there is anything I've learned in life it's that going to school, being successful, obtaining goals that I can control… they seem to be the only thing I am good at.
So keep your fingers crossed for me, I need this… something that gives me the tiniest bit of dignity… something that I can want, desire, something that won't deny me… I really need this.
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