Weekly lessons... week 10

From 5/13/08

I am broken.
NEVER second guess your instincts.
I AM a stupid girl.
I have the best friends in the world.
I underestimated my ability to love.
A broken heart is quite possibly the worst pain.
I was just a waste of time.
You can't control tears.
Waking up is the hardest thing to do.
My mother really cares.
I'm lost.
The pain doesn't stop.
My dreams are consumed.
I wish I could hate.
I am scared.
Who I thought I knew… I never did.
What I thought I knew… I didn't.
I have forgotten how to live.
The eternal question will always be "why?"
My brother still looks up to me.
I don't recognize myself.
Chocolate doesn't even taste good.
Going to bed at 9 p.m. and not falling asleep till 2 a.m. does not constitute a good nights rest.
I tried.
I failed.
I love him.